All I Want For Christmas Is You <3

I had a dream about Joe Trohman playing in my local mall and I was trying to get to the stage on heelies, but the guy from David's Cookies was chasing me. It was funny XD

I did NOT wanna get up this morning, but it was nice seeing some people I haven't seen for a few days.
Didn't do much of anything in school today, math was hard, but I didn't expect any less. Then I had pizza for lunch. yumm :]

We had our school christmas concert today, we sang Mariah Carey and we SUCKED. 'twas funnay XD

Now I lay here on my bed with nothing but a smile on my face. My mom went through her surgery today and had no permanent nerve damage, which is a plus. She's still sleeping right now, but my dad said that she would call me later. As much as I was worried, I'm good now :]

I should probably do my math and history homework now so I can kick it on NDP later :]

keep it real.
xxoo

e-a-g-l-e-s!

hello there!
stayed home sick today from school. It was a nice way to spend a monday, sleeping til 11 then chilling in my pjs. I felt bad though, I wasn't there for one of my friends when her younger brother had a seizure during school today. They brought in the ambulance and everything. Supposedly it was quite a scary ordeal.

On a happier note, the Eagles are off to a good start in their monday night game. But I mean there's not much to be said about it beings they are playing the browns. ehh, its still a win :]
They played I don't care as a intro, it made me smile.

I finally have somebody in my life to make me smile, and he's the bee's knees. :]

keep it fresh.
xoxo

Ughhh.

Oh, how life sucks sometimes.
Last night was nice, went to dinner with family and cousins, had some delicious chinese food and a few good laughs. Went back home all excited to eat some cake, when I am sadly suprised at how nasty it is :P My mom is taking it back though, and demanding a new one. I love you, Mommy.

Woke up yesterday morning feeling a little sick, but it went away after a cup of tea. This morning I was up @ 8 with a terrible sore throat, disgusting cough and a stuffy nose. Took some nyquil and fell back asleep till about 10 minutes ago. Oh how I love the power of nyquil.

Nothing interesting going on today, just taking a lazy day in bed then doing homework :P

Hope everybody else lives up their Sunday for me.
Tell the person you like, you like them.
Give somebody a hug that you might not like too much.
Say thank you to somebody you take for granted.
You never know when you won't have that chance anymore.

keep it real.
xxoo

We're Going Down, Down in an Earlier Round

Woah. A little less then a month since I've posted. My bad for deserting this thing.

My life is like a staircase, spiraling down till it reaches rock bottom.
Everytime I feel like I've hit that final step, more are added and I stumble and fall.

Things are so stressful. I've almost come to hate my family, which probably isn't a good thing.

I've come to realize that the world or God or whatever hates me. Everytime I get my mind set on something I REALLY want, it gets taken away. I need to stop getting my hopes up, because I don't think that my body can take anymore disappointments.

I thought I lost my love for Fall Out Boy that I used to have, but, as I listen to FUCT and TTTYG as I anticipate my edition of FOD to come to my house, I couldn't be a bigger fan. I still love you Fall Out Boy, don't worry.

Life's tough, I better start wearing a helmet.

keep it fresh.
xxoo

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?

Basically this week has been nothing but stress.
Next week I have alot less classes because our school is celebrating this award thingy.
Really boring, but I only have math once, so :]]]

I miss those boys.
I'm jealous of my friend Megan, she gets to see ATL in philly next week :P
Gahh, I wanted to goo.
Now I'm counting on Cobra Starship on the 29th.
If I don't go to that, its gonna be forever till the next concert and I don't think I can survive.

On a happier note, I have narrowed down High School choices to 2. One of the school's, that costs 9,500, gave me a 5000 scholarship. I just took the scholarship test for the other school, which is only 5000. If I get a scholarship there, that will be my high school. :] Either way, I think I'll be happy.

Thanksgiving break can't get here fast enough. :/


Keep it real.
xxoo

Call on a Monday, Come on a Tuesday, They'll Never Know

Monday wass blahhh. Nothing worth talking about, except for the fact that a good friend became a totally amazing and awesome friend for being there for me.

Tuesday, today, was better. I was barely in class, it was funny. I did good on my math project, 100, Go Tori!! haha

Got a new phone, its purty. Made some new friends, they rock :]]

oh, and marshmellowp33n. :]

keep it freshh.
xxoo

They say that kid he's got...

one thing down, like 10 more to go :/

miss my boys.
love 1 that doesn't know my name, another that wants nothing to do with me. i sure know how to pick 'em :] //eyeroll

meeting robert pattinson (sp?) on thursdayy. mongo excitedd :]

keep it real.

xxoo

...And I've Never Been More Scared To Be Alone...

As many times as Chris Carrabba says I won't go down alone, it just doesn't seem very convincing.

Still quite depressed from the concert about a week ago. I'm not sure if I'll ever to be able to shake it.

One night, yeah, one more time. Thanks for the memories, even if they weren't so great..